As I reach just a few days before my first race (which is really my two legs of a two person relay team), my mind is like a hurricane, swirling with all kinds of irrational self doubt. I started off saying I would be pleased if I just finished, but that sense of peace and goal of self confidence and just plain sense of accomplishment is gone. Instead I am filled with jitters, butterflies, negative self talk and this image of me crashing into another cyclist at the ONLY left turn on the whole bike course. I NEED to turn this around - PLEASE let me turn this around.
In all honesty, I was going to do a "Turn It Around" post today, but I just was unable to put the strength into the "turn" part. I am just downright nervous now. It has to get better. So, in honor of Turn It Around Tuesday, maybe some of my readers and followers can help by doing a Turn It Around of their own in the comments. If you missed my first Turn It Around post and don't know what I am talking about, check it out HERE. In the meantime, I will keep working on it!
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